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SJ  

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  • One who left DA and came back!
  • Female/South Africa
  • Offline for 1w 3d 15h 35m 8s
  • Deviant since May 22, 2007, 10:51 AM
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Looking DownLooking down  
Down upon a chaos-filled disastrous land  The place I once called home  
A God-forsaken piteous world  Where creul and greedy creatures roam   
The man staring down with me  
Looks at his own creation  And slowly states: “There time is near”  As one more creature takes the perilous journey here   
I too once travalled along that way  After what you know as death  So take heed and change your play Looking Down
in Fixed on 11/4/07
The girl I wished to be...I stare  I watch  I look   
Down   
Down upon the human face  
I see her clearly  A girl full of faults and sin  A girl I was   
Slowly fading far away  The hated loathsome image  Changing   
Still I stare, I watch and look   
Down   
Down upon the hurtful flawed face  But now it’s out of focus  The pains and faults; hard to see  Instead a slowly growing love and flawless purity   
The girl I wished to be... The girl I wished to be...
in Fixed on 11/4/07
What I am no more is what I amWhat I am is meerly a continuum  
                                    of what i am no more  There is no line between the two                                            just an abyss filled with time   
The old i and new me are  
& What I am no more is what I am
in Open on 11/4/07
My MasksWhen you look at me what is it you see?  I'm hiding behind many masks  Scared.Scared one slips and the next and the next  Then me'll be left and me's not half as perfect  
The masks hide me away  
Blocking the me It said was stupid and ugly  
Leaving something pretty and mild but half alive to portray   
But i understand  
It could never have loved the real me  I was too unlike and like It at once  So ive biult my masks  So I may be loved   
But now You've come  
And You dont won't my masks  
You wish they'd slip, but they won't  
I made sure  So go, giv My Masks
in Fixed on 6/19/07
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Yes...Master...If that is what you wish…Master…   
Who am I?  A slave girl to her pharaoh?  A maid to her mistress?  A servant to her king?  A magician to her master?   
What am I?  A computer that gives answers?  A book that is written in a dead language?  A toy that is used to for everyone’s pleasure and amusement?  A puppet that obeys the commands of every string being pulled?   
Why do I exist?  To be another shadow amongst light?  To wonder this ground forever?  To cause pain and suffering towards others?  To be broken with no hopes of ever being fi Yes...Master...
by ~TruesdaleLover
tombstone for memoriesa little girl hurting  her mind full of grief  you come to save her  and she's full of disbelief   
somehow she knew when she saw you  that you'd make it alright  she felt something within her  it was love at first sight   
you stayed up all night talking  you seemed to good to be true  she had never felt like this before  and she couldn't believe she had you   
she had butterflies in her stomach  from every word you spoke  she kept expecting something to change  or for it to all have been a joke   
it wasn't a joke  your love was for real tombstone for memories
by ~sexc-blonde-angel
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Am I asexual (hope not!!!)

Journal Entry: Wed Dec 5, 2007, 5:34 AM
o well this looked interesting and my previous journal entry was from august so yah

[x] you love hoodies.
[x] you love jeans.
[x] dogs are better than cats
[] it's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] shopping is torture.
[] sad movies suck.
[] you own an x-box.
[x] played with hotwheels cars as a kid.
[] at some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[] you own a DS, PS2 or sega.
[] you used to be obsessed with power rangers.
[x] you watch sports on TV.
[] gory movies are cool.
[] you go to your dad for advice.
[] you own like a trillion baseball caps.
[x] you like going to football games.
[] you used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] baggy pants are cool to wear.
[] it's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] sports are fun.
[] talk with food in your mouth.
[] wear boxers.

Total = 12points.

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Your girl side

[] you wear lip gloss.
[] you love to shop.
[] you wear eyeliner.
[x] you have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[] you wear the color pink.
[x] you go to your mom for advice.
[] you consider cheerleading a sport
[] you hate wearing the color black.
[x] you like hanging out at the mall.
[] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[] you like wearing jewelry.
[] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] you don't like the movie star wars.
[x] you are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] it takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] you smile a lot more than you should.
[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[] you care about what you look like.
[] you like wearing dresses when you can.
[] you like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] you wear girl underwear.
[x] used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[x] like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

point:12

oh wonders im even more confused ash

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Devious Information

  • Current Residence: SA
  • Interests: sport, litarture,art,music, life
  • Favourite band or musician: im not gonne bother 2 many
  • Favourite genre of music: rock and lol blues
  • Favourite artist: im not gonne bother 2 many again
  • Favourite poet or writer: alfred loyd tennison:Samuel Taylor Coleridge
  • Favourite style or digital art: abstract photography
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod
  • Shell of choice: oyster with a pearl inside
  • Favourite game: lol cards
  • Favourite cartoon character: dennis the mennis
  • Personal Quote: a smile is a curved line that straightens everything out
  • Tools of the Trade: laethermen And pen and i have now discovered clay yah!

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~TruesdaleLover:iconTruesdaleLover: Dec 15, 2007, 1:10:37 PM
Thanks ever so much for the fave!
~rapzz:iconrapzz: Nov 23, 2007, 12:49:06 PM
i know yah ples

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smile like u mean it
cos sumtimes i need to see it
~Spice-lover:iconSpice-lover: Nov 21, 2007, 10:22:58 AM
you're back on da! :clap: thanks for the fave :D

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98% of the teenage population does or has tried smoking pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, copy & paste this in your signature.

Death is lighter than a feather; duty heavier than a mountain
*johndeand:iconjohndeand: Jul 23, 2007, 9:45:18 PM
thanks for the fav!!!

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blah: [link]

don't hate....tolerate!
clubs: *youthphotographers *RawEm0tion *PhotographersClub*100ThemesChallenge

how can god truly hate true love...?
~Spice-lover:iconSpice-lover: Jul 20, 2007, 10:34:46 AM
thanks for the faves:D i didn't know my poems would be this popular. i like :D

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Death is lighter than a feather; duty heavier than a mountain

some clubs that deserve to be joined

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~Spice-lover:iconSpice-lover: Jul 14, 2007, 7:42:07 AM
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SeNd ThIs To AlL ThE FrIeNdZ ThAt U lUv....N iF ThEy DoNt SeNd It BaCk To U.....ThEiR NoT tRuE FrIeNdZ....
1 person - you are lonely
2 people - you have a couple friends, but not many
3 people - you have a few friends...
4 people - you have some friends...
5 people - you have several friends!
6 people - you have many friends!
7 people - you are SOOOO loved!

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Death is lighter than a feather; duty heavier than a mountain

some clubs that deserve to be joined

WeDeserveToBeNoticed [link]

RawEm0tion [link]
~Caapie:iconCaapie: Jul 13, 2007, 8:18:31 AM
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SeNd ThIs To AlL ThE FrIeNdZ ThAt U lUv....N iF ThEy DoNt SeNd It BaCk To U.....ThEiR NoT tRuE FrIeNdZ....
1 person - you are lonely
2 people - you have a couple friends, but not many
3 people - you have a few friends...
4 people - you have some friends...
5 people - you have several friends!
6 people - you have many friends!
7 people - you are SOOOO loved!

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~fullcreamPhotos:iconfullcreamPhotos: Jul 1, 2007, 8:46:43 AM
:wave: Hey

Honey I dont think you want to watch me... this is stock so when i do uploads stuff (like once a year) it's like 9 photo's of the same thing. So it's rather boring unless you want to use stock. :) your brother just watched me because he supports me in all that i do and my sis and the rest watch me because they are stupid.

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:star: Stock is the building blocks of all great art :star:
~Caapie:iconCaapie: May 22, 2007, 11:45:22 AM
A lucky star dropped on earth one night, and it asked me,"What do you want? A million dollars, or a true friend?" I chose a million dollars.....because I already got you.*Send this to 20 of your truest friends of DA; if you don't you will have bad luck with friendships for the rest of your life!!! If you get this back you're a true friend!

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~Spice-lover:iconSpice-lover: May 22, 2007, 11:20:19 AM
A lucky star dropped on earth one night, and it asked me,"What do you want? A million dollars, or a true friend?" I chose a million dollars.....because I already got you.*Send this to 20 of your truest friends of DA; if you don't you will have bad luck with friendships for the rest of your life!!! If you get this back you're a true friend!

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Death is lighter than a feather; duty heavier than a mountain
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